One Ok Rock!~

So it has been a while since I last updated, but I hope it hasn't been too long. I recently started back to school, and it has been HELL. I mean it's not all too bad but my classes are kicking my butt. I'm not all too sure why I continue on this path, but I guess it's needed. Nothing new has really happened. From regular life to my love life. I have great news though! I got tickets to go see One Ok Rock in LA. Even though I have to miss that Friday of school, it's so worth it! Ahhhhhhhh! It's real. I get to meet the people who mean so much to me! The people who have saved me countless times. I'm so grateful to them for everything they have done. I didn't get VIP tickets. They sold out too fast for me to get since I was still at school...studying... Anywho! I have maintained straight A's so far... it's kind of scary... I have two projects due this week and honestly they're killing me. Plus I need to get more hours for Key Club because RTC is next weekend. I need 6 more hours by next Friday. My life is too much. Then I have bowling practice this week. Tuesdays and Thursday. OH HERE COME THE COSMO GIRLS. K, so I finally get to finish this post about 6 hours later. lol. So today during Autobody, we were applying primer to a truck that we hit with 80 grit then 150 grit then cleaned off with wax remover. Ok, enough of the technical terms. It was my turn to spray, and of course I get the top of the hood (and me being 5"5 doesn't mix). I mess up and my instructor calls me out. He corrects me. I finish. Later while it was time to leave this kid that was working on it with me pulls my instructor aside and was like "this is uneven" then points to the part where I sprayed it. Cool. Nothing like hitting me when I'm down. I shouldn't read into stuff like this too often, but yet I do. I don't know anymore. I really don't. I think I've lost. I constantly tell myself not to cry when I'm alone...and then I do. Enough of that. I think I'm going to head to bed now. Goodnight -Ri~ (for some reason compose isn't letting me write on it so I have to write on HTML and then it comes out as one big paragraph. Sorry! I don't know how to fix this. D: )