Tomorrow is Fall Rally. A gigantic Key Club trip to Six Flags where we have a cheer off and then ride rides.
I have to leave my house at 1:40 am, which is a bummer because I wish I could sleep til 10:30 am. I plan to get no sleep at all. The cup of coffee and endless cups of Green Tea that I've drank and are going to drink are what is keeping me up.
Nothing like peeing every 10 minutes, either.
Ah, that whole Will thing? Yea, that thing. t-t
So well, he ignores me now but sends me odd text messages. It's actually really annoying. You are to say you like me, then ignore me all day. Okay, okay.
I really don't mind anymore. To be honest, he got annoying. Every time he talks to me or tries to walk with me, I cringe.
But then again, I don't like anything that has to do with people. I hate hugging, kissing, holding hands. Unless of course it's with Kat. Which I will never get to do. Lol @ the fact that she lives across the Nation and every time we plan to meet, it just doesn't work. I don't have those 'sexual' feelings for her, but I love her. However, I feel as if I'm nothing to her now. Just another friend to occasionally text about things. I get texts, every blue moon, that say something like
"Hey, I forgot to tell you that____" or "Lilly isn't answering me so here is my problem____" or "____ is ignoring me, so wanna Skype?"
I guess people were never my thing. lol. I've made some new friends at my new school. Cosmetology classes are going okay, I guess. It's rather boring though. I want to take up writing my fanfics again, but I have no creative sparks or time for them. It's just more issues for me to work out.
I've lost about ten pounds but I gained two back.
I haven't really eaten today, unless you call Green Tea, a slice of Turkey, and a pickle food. //shrug... I guess it is.
AH! Don't think that I've been starving myself; or that I've developed an eating disorder. I just wasn't hungry today all that much and when I was hungry I wasn't able to eat/wasn't around food. I'm as healthy as a pig.
I'm feeling a little tired, but I'm reading some fanfic. Maybe I'll try to sleep soon. But I have to be awake in 2-3 hours because Taylor is coming over at 10 or 11 pm.
And I have to shower, do my hair, and do my makeup. Plus fold my clothes and pack my bag for my trip.
I got told that I look like a cute pikachu today. They said it was a complement but I'm pretty sure it had something to do with being fat/chubby in the face area and in general. I guess I'll just take any compliments that are sent my way.
Well for now, Oyasumi. I'll type to the imaginary person who reads my posts again soon, I promise..
"I love you every day, in every way."
Take me away.
