It's been a month.

I'm sorry.
I've been so busy and crazy.
I only have 4 days of school left for this year. yay!
Next year I go to cosmetology school. I'm so nervous it's not even close to being funny anymore.

On the upside I got a new cat. I decided to pick a English name for him. With that said, I named him Shadow.
Shadow, Luna, and Hitsugi. He looks just like Hitsugi but bigger and older. Same eyes and everything. If I had a good picture of him I would post it. Sadly, I don't have one worth showing.

I rearranged my room so I have more walk space and to be honest after I rearranged my bed I've been having the best sleep ever. In this past month the sad and alone feeling hasn't really gone away. In these past few days it's actually gotten stronger. My mother and I have been getting into fights like non-stop. It's really annoying. Kat comes out in about 22 days and I have a Disneyland trip in 18 days. Plus all this non-stop cleaning and moving is going to make my brains burst. I have finals next week and a whole crap load of review packets to do this weekend. Yet, I sit here and type this all out instead of doing them. I've pretty much wasted my whole day watching Hana Kimi Special and Hana Yori Dango 2. With that said, I need a life.

I'm currently listening to Kalafina. Gloria to be specific. I think all the dramas I have been watching have been making me go crazy. My Milk Tea Brown by Palty that is on my hair has grown dull and I wish to change it. I'm thinking about doing my fringe a Bom Red and dye the rest back to dark brown. I want to wear my extensions again so that is why I won't go all red. I may though if I really feel like it. //is debating\\

I can't believe this school year went by so fast. I can't believe I'm actually going to Cosmetology school next year. I can't believe that when I finally made friends I would loose them fairly fast. Well I guess they weren't really my friends to begin with. More like Lunch people. Except Gabby, Taylor, and Ellie. My biggest fear for next year is not being accepted. Oh my, the constant thoughts of being made fun of. Well I guess I can't really talk much because of my overly-used sarcasm. Even if all fails next year I always have Kat and Nate.

I'm thinking about adding something to my GazettE wall. I just don't know what exactly.

I can't find any other Kalafina but ones with Kuroshitsuji refs. //is very disappointed\\
Not even Red Moon. //cri\\

I guess this will be all for now.
Till later<3
~Ri.