Eh

Tomorrow is my cousin's bridal shower. I don't know why I go to these things. I guess I just want to fit in at times.

I'm so tired of so much. Late at night I get to thinking. Might as well share my thoughts on here, right? I just want to be done with school already. I got two f's on two english assignments. I feel horrible. I can't analyze anything of what we are doing. Horrid.

My other classes are okay I suppose. I just often wish my life was like a shoujo manga. Perfect, lovey dovey, and a little bit more complex.

I feel odd walking in hallways at school. It feels like people are always starring at me. Is it me? Is there something on my face? Are they looking at how ugly I am? Can they see my acne scars? Is my hair too messy? I just don't know.

Normally when I start to feel this way I just listen to some j-music and feel better, but today I can't
I don't know.
I really don't.
I'm getting tired, I should go to bed now.
Goodnight Blogspot.
I hope my life stops being so hectic, horrible, and stressful.
Take care.
-Ri<3~