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Tomorrow is my cousin's bridal shower. I don't know why I go to these things. I guess I just want to fit in at times.

I'm so tired of so much. Late at night I get to thinking. Might as well share my thoughts on here, right? I just want to be done with school already. I got two f's on two english assignments. I feel horrible. I can't analyze anything of what we are doing. Horrid.

My other classes are okay I suppose. I just often wish my life was like a shoujo manga. Perfect, lovey dovey, and a little bit more complex.

I feel odd walking in hallways at school. It feels like people are always starring at me. Is it me? Is there something on my face? Are they looking at how ugly I am? Can they see my acne scars? Is my hair too messy? I just don't know.

Normally when I start to feel this way I just listen to some j-music and feel better, but today I can't
I don't know.
I really don't.
I'm getting tired, I should go to bed now.
Goodnight Blogspot.
I hope my life stops being so hectic, horrible, and stressful.
Take care.
-Ri<3~

蒼蓮花

I've been into Royz a lot lately. Kuina is rather adorable.
I don't know why I'm writing this. e_e

I want to watch a Live Action of a Shoujo/Romance. I'll go and google something I suppose.

Our water is still shut off and we haven't had the time to get the pipe fixed. I have to go and shower at a friend's house. I'm debating on just getting a Hotel. T_T
I wonder if they have public bathrooms where I live. Like a bath house. GOOGLE! ~
Yea... they don't ... e_e

Friend's house it is T_T

My little Hitsugi is playing with my waist measure. It's rather adorable. >w<

~Ri<3

It's been so long.

I've decided to use a new pen name. How does Ri sound? It would be pronounce like why but with a r sound instead if a wh. Like rye bread I suppose.

It's been a long time sense I've written on here. At least it feels like it. School had been so hectic and crazy. I dislike it but then I don't.
I'm odd, I know. :/\:

I got into SECTA for next school year. Yay, cosmetology school.
My friends at Basic have been telling me that I won't make any friends next year because of my extreme sarcasm.
I've never thought of that to be a big problem, but that could explain why I only have 5 friends irl. Rofl

I figured something out today. The reason why I use sarcasm so much is to conceal my heart. I hope that makes sense.
I don't like people getting to close to me.

Kat and I haven't really talked for about a week now. I don't know why. She seems to be doing fine with her other friends that she has made so I don't really want to bother her. I'm fine though. I've been drowning myself in manga to fill my 'hole'.

I've been watching The Ellen Show with my mom every day recently. It's an amazing show and I really look up to Ellen.
I hope she can change my mom's life like she has done for many others. I pray that she can. I want my mom to be happy.

A pipe in my house recently busted so now we have no water. Lovely. I have to go to my moms friends house to use the shower. I hope she has some good hot water. Lol

I start up the drops again soon. Thursday is when I can start again. I'm do excited to be able to eat my frozen dinners again. Lol~

It's almost 12 in the morning and I'm getting rather tired. So I'm going to go to bed now. Thank you.

Ri~<3